BriGhTer Days

=-(  .... goodnight.

i love jon

to be continued.
(i have to go give u your donuts jon)


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well it feels good to be in a room with someone i can actually talk to now.
elana is my new roommate yay! and we sing and dance to bsb every night. =-p
jon is still awesome and is the greatest friend ever. =-)
thank you.

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i dont really feel like my friendships are what they used to be.. it makes me sad.

for showing me things can come back full circle,
that time doesn't necessarily kill everything,
thank you for showing up when you did,
and being there when really, you have no reason to be.
most of all, thank you for just being a good friend.
i needed it.

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why i can't just go for the plain and simple?
why do the people who tend to pull me in the deepest
tend to be the worst fits?
why do i always want someone who i know is obviously not the best for me?

you reeled me in like fish caught on a hook and now you've tossed me back in the water..
im tired of playing your games.

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things change.
yeah, i guess i can accept that.
but im not too sure if im ready for them  to change SO fast.

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ahhh!

why am i so emo right now?

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I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Everything is faded
Smiles are fabricated now
I fear I've wasted all my sun
I fear I've wasted all my time
Held my eyes closed for too long
And I sat when I should have stood; and swallowed when I should have spit

 
who's the choose which skin we fall into?
they all contain their own scars and wear,
none are magnificent nor perfectly smooth,
all contain some blemishes we can't conceal.

yet neither shines like the other,
nor holds the same amount of cells inside,
none have the same marks or angel kisses,
nor do all our colors appear the same.

who is to choose which skin i fall into?
or which scars should be sewn to my name?
each mark was placed to make us different,
each shine, each color, never the same.

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